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Moan

Make me moan

In pleasure mixed with pain.

Fondle 

Caress

The pale cold flesh

Until my body sore

Screams no more

And from my lips

Parts the refrain

"I have been wondrously slain"

Repeated over and over

like an incantation that

Soars far above this plane.

Bertrand Russell: Why I Am Not a Christian

Alan Watt: Lecture on Masturbation, Religion, and Love

A Cup of Coffee (A Start)

Once in a house… but better not name the house—not because there was anything noticeable about it; I mean, it’s quite a bland-looking house done in that monotonous style that characterizes the rows upon rows of houses that cover the flat lands of the Southwest—but because of the unpleasantries involved in handling a touchy case such as this.  So where were we? Ah, yes. Once in a house, atop one of the various counters in its kitchen sat a Mr. Coffee coffee brewer—big, black, and bulky— so mundane that no one in their right minds would think that this was a murder weapon.

A gentle breeze blew across the flat landscape covered in row upon row of monotonous-looking houses. Seated on a flimsy plastic fold-up chair was an old black man dressed in a plain white shirt and gray jogging pants. His eyes darted from knick-knack to knick-knack, which were all neatly arranged atop green towels set up on the driveway of one of the houses, ready to sell…

metempsych:

You wouldn’t understand,
says the moon, unless you were a chunk of highly-reflective rock
in fixed orbit around a habitated planet.
The moon has no one else to talk to.
Sometimes the moon hums atonally to itself
in pain and boredom and this is what we call the tide.
Sometimes the moon

This reminds me of “The Giving Tree,” a great children’s book about an apple tree who gives its fruit, branches, and finally itself until reduced to a measly stump, to a boy who doesn’t appreciate it until the end when he is an old man.

Sometimes I want to scream—Kierkegaard once said: “The sickness unto death is despair,”—to me, however, the sickness unto death is loneliness. True, loneliness is the source of many a great artistic masterpiece, bringing to mind the poetry of Rainer Maria von Rilke and true, I indulge in a little of it myself, but while some people, Rilke being included among them, enjoy excessive solitude, I loathe it.